Cleaning...who really wants to

    Sometimes in life we have things we need to "clean up" and no body really likes that at all. Well i have to clean up alright and it is completely something i dread on my end. I honestly cant say why i loath cleaning so much but i do. Or better yet the dreaded unpacking!! Yes its completely true ive been in my apartment for about 5 months now and i have yet to unpack....That is terrible to admit but when i was younger i was very unstable in my living arrangements so i just dont unpack for lack of thinking it will last. Ive been that way for years. Still no matter what the rhyme or reason it isnt biblical to not "keep my house" and not cleaning it is not keeping it in my book. Then today a dear woman said something to me that even though i already KNEW it, it still struck a nerve. She said "this could be the very thing holding you back Nicole God has entrusted you to this and before you are made a steward or more you need to master this". That statement hit home and hit hard. Like i said i already knew this but having someone with a graceful heart speak this to me in love so I could understand kind of felt like my heavenly father whispering in my ear for only me to hear what he is saying to me. It made a difference and in a positive manner. PRAISE THE MOST HIGH FOR GRACE!!